Hindi na nga diba?

That's what I was telling myself. Well I guess sometimes the right hemisphere wins. Oh well.

Just show up again all hot then maybe I can justify things. Right?













I don't know why but I still feel your hand. Pathetic. Haha.

Feeling The Love

The gods must really love me today. Maybe the heavens are rejoicing because I went home when the sun was still up and put off making my mom's nostrils flare up for another day, because...

...in the words of Kim:

Oh my fuck!




Holy shit!




In my own very profound rendition:




Happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy!




It really is the small things that make us happy sometimes.

Breaking Habits and Overpriced Haircuts

Shit.



You're still so fucking HOT.




I need to get over myself




and




move on.





But why o why do you have to be so GODDAMN HOT?




I think these are the effects of being home at such an early time. I'm not used to it anymore. I hate it when I'm alone with nothing to do and I get to think about things. This is what happens. I tend to overthink

and dwell

and dwell

and dwell

and dwell even more.

I need a distraction.

Oh wait, I have one! Yay! I know the gods still love me when I get my only wish for this sem granted! HE's my classmate. Ahaha. And next time I'll make sure the seat beside me is empty. I just hope that for some reason he'll choose to sit next to me. Or maybe it's better if he doesn't sit beside me so I'll get a better stalking view of him. Here's to one whole sem of three straight hours once a week of eyecandy madness. *Cheers!*

So last Sunday I got my hair cut and treated. My mom went ballistic on the length of the hair, her eyes nearly popped out of their sockets when we got home from the parlor. Don't worry Ma, our eyes really popped out of their sockets when we found out how much the bill was. I nearly died, and I'm not exaggerating here, when I found out how much my hair cost. I think I need to get my hair insured now. Haha. And because of the stupid hair, I wasn't able to go shopping for some clothes. What a waste of a sale. Okay, I think I just channeled Karen Smith for a while there.

*I know, right?*

Big MISTAKE

I know you can't get everything you want. Of all people I should know this. I can't remember the last time I did. Oh well. No point in dwelling. MUST. MOVE. ON. This should be my mantra. But that song by The Smiths just won't leave my mind alone.

Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time


Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad


So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

No way.

I didn't expect it. Shocking as it was, it did come as no surprise. I think it was headed that way. I cried, I know, I didn't even notice the tears until I was feeling them wetting my cheeks as they were making their way down from my eyes. You betrayed me. I had high hopes. I know you don't care, you won't. Ever. I know. I'm not stupid and numb. I feel. Sometimes. I'm glad though, that you made me feel, even if it was just for a nanosecond. Pathetic. I know. I always know. But I let myself get sucked in just the same. It's fun sometimes. To feel something even if it hurts. It's the sensation of feeling that makes it worth it. I cried, I know.





















How do you manage to fit yourself through the hole that is her heart and it seems to be as small as the hole that the thread passes through in the needle. I don't know how you you do it, but I'm amazed. You even managed to pinch through my own thick membrane. Thanks. A lot.
















God, Logan. She cried. And I cried with her.

















Pathetic. Yes I know. You need not inform me.

Rib Me, Rib You

Kanina habang nasa CR ako sa 2nd floor ng AS kasama si Erika at umiihi, hindi tumatae, eh naisip ko yung tungkol sa ribs ni Adam nanggaling si Eve according to the bible. Hindi ba ibig sabihin nun ang pinapalabas ng bible hindi intension ng diyos na maglagay ng females sa mundo? Yung mga hayop ba na nilagay niya sa garden of eden puro lalake at walang counterpart na babae? Kung meron eh nanggaling din kaya sila sa ribs ng ka-specie nilang male? At kung ganun nga ang nangyari, pano naman yung invertebrates eh di walang ribs na pagkukuhanan ng panggawa sa female sex. Hmmmnnnn.....

Isa pa,isa pang chickenjoy.

Hindi ba na-immortalize na ang jollibee sa memories natin dahil sa commercial na yan?O si aga ang na-immortalize?O yung chickenjoy?Eitherway,minsan talaga kahit sobrang crappy ng isang advertisement ay bumebenta pa rin talaga.Sabagay kahit nga naman hindi nila ginawa yung commercial na yun eh may special part na rin talaga ang jollibee sa buhay ng bawat batang pilipino.Meron pa nga yatang nagsabi na some kids' first words are jollibee.Ayus.Kapag bata nga naman akala mo ang pinakamasarap na meal ay spaghetti with chicken at kapag walang ganun sa isang children's party ay kulang ang celebration.Anyway.(Dapat ba pag ginagamit ang anyway may s?Or it depends on what's the next word or subject of the sentence?)Kahit ano.Basta.Tingin ko talaga kinakalawang na utak ko sa sobrang hindi paggamit.Sana magfunction naman properly ngayong sem.Kanina nga habang ineedit ko yung posts para hindi naman sila masyadong dambuhala para sa mga bumabasa eh nakita ko yung isa kong post ay may word na procrastinate,pucha dahil sa sobrang kalawang sa utak ko eh kinailangan ko pa icheck sa dictionary kung tama ba ang use ko ng procrastinate at kung tama ba ang idea ko sa meaning niya.Buti na lang tama at nareassure ko na di pa rin naman ako ganun kabobo.Salamat naman.Minsan pa naman bumibida pa ko dito sa bahay nagmamarunong basta tungkol sa words.Eh tama naman talagang narcissistic diba?Hindi narcisstic na sabi ng nanay ko.Kinailangan ko ulit humagilap ng dictionary nung time na yun para patunayan sa kanya na ako ang tama at hindi siya.At nung napatunayan kong tama ako,aba,sarap ng feeling.Ha!Buti na lang di ako mayabang.Hahahahaha.Jok lang.Kala ko kasi nun ulit natanga na naman ako eh.Kaya hindi ako nagdodouble check ng mga sagot ko pag exams eh, lalo lang akong natatanga kasi magdedebate pako pag ganun.Buti na yung go with your gut feeling lalo na pag multiple choices.Hehehe.May nagsasayang kaya ng oras magbasa nitong mga pinaglalagay ko dito bukod sayo aryan?Pero di rin ako sigurado na binabasa mo to e.

Napapatay ba ng paa ang tao?

Ilang araw pa siguro pwede na. Grabe naman kasi bakit naman kaya ganun kahirap magenroll?O baka naman sadya ding pinapahirapan ko sarili ko?Pero ang init init na ang haba haba pa ng lalakarin, pabalik balik pa.Pero okay na rin yun magkano naman tipid ko bawat sem ayus na rin.At tsaka at least ako enrolled na.Bibigay ko na lang yung form ko sa OUR bukas ayus na ko.Kahit sablay talaga schedule ko.Ayus talaga may hanggang 5:30 pako e.Natatakot ako baka di ko rin yun mapasukan at matapos yung half sem ang alam ko lang sabihin sa German ay "uberweiss".Ayus lang ulit kasi ang saya saya ang dami na tao sa Diliman di katulad nung dati ang onti nung mga kabatch ko dun.Walang kwenta talaga ko magpost.

Enrollment na bukas?

Your Birthdate: June 21

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Dahil wala akong magawa ngayon at nakita kong nagpost si aryan natuwa ako kaya pinuntahan ko din. ngayon, di ko pa rin alam kung pwede na ko magenroll bukas o hindi pa. nakakatamad magtanong sa up e. at ngayon ko lang narealize na first year pala ang standing ni honey. maging magkaklase pa rin kaya kami sa ibang subjects? buti na lang dumami na kami sa diliman.